Monday, January 24, 2011

Tower: Are we cleared for take off yet?

Last night I stayed up until about 12:30am to monitor my blood sugar. When I last left ya'll my sugar was around 199. However, after dinner, and even late into the night it kept dropping and I had some very unfortunate bowel side affects from the metformin and glipizide. I believe it stopped dropping around 164. 164 CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! When I woke up around 8am, I received a reading of 170 exactly. I had one whole wheat bagel with one tablespoon of cream cheese shared between both halves. About 10:12am or so my readings came back at 295 and then about two hours later it came back at 264. Which, considering my past after meals readings, is very low. None the less it bummed me out for the day. You can see the sudden drop here:



I've had two classes today at my community college and I just feel like I'm wasting my time, even though I know I'm not. It feels like my entire future is waiting on the outcome of the tests I will be going through on Monday. I just want to know what type I am! Me and my father already decided that if it is type two and treatable by oral medication, then I am sticking with the original plan. That plan consists of finishing up my basics at the community college down here. Then I will be going up to Killeen, TX and living in my RV and attending Central Texas College to earn a bachelors degree in Aviation Science which includes getting all my licenses up to a commercial pilot.

Plan II: TRY to establish Residency in Colorado so that I can receive in state tuition. However, this requires that I stop going to school for one year, and that my parents relinquish custody of me, and that my parents don't support me financially in any way. I talked with a representative from Metro State College of Denver, and she said that they can pay health insurance, car insurance, and cell phone bill. However, the question then becomes, if I have established residency for one year in Colorado, and get in state tuition, will my parents be able to pay for the tuition there after? Lord knows I can't pay for that tuition. 

So that is where I am at right now. These questions just go through my head over and over and over again. I'm going to make myself sick waiting for these test results. I need to know. My future is hitting to many delays. I want to be on the damn runway right now!!!!!!

This is Evan,

Signing off.

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